I got home and told him to get naked. He refused. I just wanted to get it over with. He apparently wasn’t in as big a hurry as he’d been letting on. He just wanted to talk. So we talked for awhile. Things settled down and seemed to get better. He told me we’d wait until after dinner. I told him I was actually looking forward to it.
One of the things he wanted to talk about was his job. He got written up again yesterday. He’s pretty sure he’s about to be fired. So after dinner he spent some time looking for a new job. And then he ate a huge bowl of ice cream. He told me on Tuesday that he thought eating dessert and then trying to have sex was what caused the problem. So he ate dessert again last night. I got into bed and ignored him.
This morning the fireworks started again. I told him since he didn’t actually have sex with me when I wanted it that I was done having sex with him at all. He claims it’s my fault for offering him the ice cream and then not saying anything about wanting the sex. Yes, MY FAULT as always.
I got maybe 3 hours of sleep last night because of all this mess and now I have the mother of all headaches. I already emailed my boss and told her I won’t be making it in today. I just hope I can get this throbbing to go away soon.
He’s claiming we’ll have sex tonight. I honestly want no part of it. If my needs aren’t important enough to meet when I have them then they’re just not important at all. And that’s fine. I can take care of myself.
So I’m going to try to take advantage of this day and get some things done that will relax me. I plan to spend as much time working on WeeGee’s sock as possible. I’d really like to get her package complete and put in the post on Monday.
I expect I’ll be back again later. Not sure what this day truly holds in store for me. I just really hope he doesn’t show up at home early because he’s been fired.