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I woke up shortly after 5am, alone.  I wasn’t sure where he was.  After a few minutes he came back to our room, reeking of smoke.  He told me he’d had to use the bathroom and went to smoke.  I asked why he didn’t wake me up, he said he didn’t think I’d want to be awake this early.  Uh huh…

No kisses, no “i love yous,” really nothing so far.  I’ve been waiting for 2 years for him to wake up before me so that he could wake me up in the sweet way that I always wake him up.  Nope, ain’t gonna happen.

I’ve got a fuck load of things to do today.  I only have today and tomorrow and then on Wednesday I have to go back to work.  I’m not exactly looking forward to it.

I did finish my pair of socks last night…

Make Believe Socks

Make Believe Socks

I think they look lovely.  Now I really need to finish the other mitten for Josh and get started on some more socks for Mom.  One of the things I need to do today is order some yarn for more socks.  I have to do it today so that I don’t blow my plan of not buying yarn in 2013.

The moods had been holding fairly steady.  This morning has changed that though.  I’m grumpy and I don’t really want anything to do with anyone.  And I’m really not looking forward to him getting drunk tonight.