I’m not exactly happy right now. As is often the case, there are many reasons for this. Josh isn’t talking to me even though he’s perfectly able to, I’m all alone in this office with no one to talk to, and – I think this is primary right now – my knitting isn’t what I want it to be. I can fix that.
I’ve been working on a sock for Mom off and on over the last few weeks. I realized the other day that I dropped a stitch when I turned the heel. It’s only dropped one spot so far and somehow I still had enough stitches for the leg to come out right, so this isn’t a big deal. I just need to take a bit of yarn and sew the stitch up. I’m just not all that excited about it right now.
The project I’ve been working on at home is a pair of cabled mitts for the brat. Also not excited about those. I need to get them finished because I told her I was making them. But I don’t love them and I really want something to love right now.
I’m seriously thinking about going home and doing the gauge swatch for Hanna. I’ve got all the yarn I just may need to steal a cable from the needles I’m using for the bag right now, but that would be fine. I’m just thinking maybe if I start something for myself again that it would make me feel better.
Josh is an asshole. He’s barely talked all day. He left work around 10 and claims he went to apply for another job. Now he’s doing god only knows what at the house. But he has nothing to talk about. He hasn’t asked me how my day is going, how the class went – nothing. Fine, don’t talk to me. I’ll just continue not talking to you when I get home you lousy worthless bastard.