I feel like dirt, my brain refuses to work properly, and Josh and I are still fighting. How delightful can things really be.
I’m tired again. I slept like shit last night. I couldn’t get comfortable and I kept coughing. It wasn’t as bad as it was a few weeks ago, but it still wasn’t really enough to make me feel rested. It appears I just can’t win.
The mood is utter shit. I’m mad at Josh because he’s not really talking to me at all – even when we were at home last night he hardly talked. This morning he told me how awesome it is that tonight is his last class for awhile. Yeah, if a whole week counts as “awhile.” When the next term starts he’ll be in class 2 nights a week to start and then 4 after the first 5 weeks. This should be delightful.
I guess the upside is that I’ll have plenty of free time to knit. I’ve got a million projects I want to get done, so I guess I’ll have time to do them. And I guess this is a really good thing seeing as I can hardly stand to be in the same room with him right now.
He also told me this morning that he’s going to make sure this week is great. When I asked him how he planned on pulling that off he said he’ll give me extra kisses and snuggles. Seriously. Yeah, cuz that’s going to totally placate me.
I need to get myself into a project here at work like now. I need to give my brain something to chew on that doesn’t involve testicles. I’m happiest when I’m busy, and lord knows I’ve got plenty of things I could be keeping busy with. I just need to figure out where to start and then get on it.