So apparently the software I was going to teach this morning was a fucking trial version masquerading as a free version. It’s been several months since I taught this class so of course it’s expired. Fortunately only 2 people showed up and they were very understanding. One of them in my professor for my class in the fall. We had a lovely conversation.
Josh and I are still essentially going at it. He’s convinced that all I need is to be fucked properly and everything will be fine. He might be right, but he ain’t the one to do it.
And then, THEN, I check my email and there’s a message from his ex. She has some kind of conflict the next time we’re supposed to get the brat so she wants us to do TWO WEEKENDS IN A ROW.
Just fucking no. I can’t hardly handle one weekend, two will likely send me over the edge. But of course it’s not my decision, it’s Josh’s. And now I get to sit and wait for him to say something.
And of course I just looked at the calendar. The weekend she wants is May 4. The weekend after that is May 11 – Mother’s Day. I know she’ll want that weekend, she always does.
Have I ever mentioned just how fucking much I HATE being a step mother? This is bullshit. I work hard during the week, I deserve to have my weekends to myself. I don’t need to be babysitting someone elses child. And Josh will most likely have to work next Saturday seeing as they tend to rotate every other week, so either we’d have to pick her up late or I’d get stuck all day with her.
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT
And really, I don’t have time for this bullshit right now. I’m already on edge from the class not happening. Now I’m starting to worry about all the seven million things that could go wrong with the presentation at noon. I need to start getting setup for that, not waiting to hear back from him and sending emails to his fucking ex wife.
Why did I ever agree to get involved with him???