If it’s not one thing it’s half a dozen others.
The abscess is clearing up. I can still feel that something isn’t right down there, but it’s not the sharp stabbing pain that it started as. It still seems to be draining a little, which I’m sure is good. And I am taking the antibiotic which should be helping.
Now the other stuff is flaring up again.
I’ve got a nice sized lump under my right boob. It hurts. It doesn’t want to go away this time and it doesn’t want to drain. As I sleep on my tummy most of the time, it’s started to interfere with the sleep now.
It would appear that I just can’t win.
And I’m tired, really tired. The weird dreaming continues and seems to be getting worse. This morning I actually got up a little early just so I’d stop. Josh has assured me that I haven’t been grumpy this week, just very visibly tired.
Work doesn’t really help. This is one of my busiest weeks of the year. I teach 4 days in a row, Friday I’ll be at another campus all day for special seminars, I’ve had 6 scheduled meetings, plus countless phone calls. I need a bit of a break. I’d say I’ll get one this weekend, but we’ll be picking the brat up Saturday morning. And then we’re getting her again next weekend. Not my idea of a good time, but Josh and the ex are basically insisting. That’s fine, I’ll do as little as possible with them.
Fortunately, the Bipolar seems to be behaving for the most part. I don’t have mood swings too bad, and technically I am sleeping. If I could ever just find some energy I think I’d be alright. I haven’t been walking because of physically just hurting, but I’m hoping to get back to that soon. I know it helped regulate the moods as well.
I want to thank everyone again for being so kind and supportive during this rough patch. I know I’ve got a few comments and bits to get back to and I promise I’ll try to take care of that in a timely fashion. Thanks for sticking with me kids.