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Gah, it’s insane around here!!!

I can’t seem to keep my brain focused on any one thing for too long right now which is seriously cramping my style.  I’ve got pieces of a few projects up on my screens, but I can’t seem to get into them.  And I really need to get moving.  I caught a few things back up and that helped, but I’ve got a lot going on in June and I need to be on top of it all.

I got the information about my class this morning.  This should be really interesting.  The class is called Producing Digital Publications and it apparently involves both English and Art.  One of the required supplies is a sketch book.  This ought to be fun, I usually draw stick figures.  Anyway, it’s going to be a ton of work and I’m not sure yet if I’m excited or petrified.  Probably both.  I’m really glad Josh will be in class on Tuesday nights as I’m hoping that gives me some time to get work done while he’s gone.

His class ended last night so we’ll have some time off together now for a few days.  My class starts 5/29 and he doesn’t go back until 6/10.  It’s really this long weekend that I’m looking forward to – some time to relax and unwind together.  We don’t get that very often anymore.

The moods are still remarkably stable, and that just totally amazes me.  I seem mostly happy most of the time.  When I do get frustrated or pissed off it doesn’t last long.  This is probably the most mellow I’ve been in YEARS.  The downside is this is probably the least productive I’ve been in years.  I don’t seem to be very good right now at getting much of anything done, and that in and of itself is pretty frustrating.  I’m hoping with the class starting that that will change.

I have my appointment with shrinky-poo tomorrow afternoon.  I’m hoping she can help shed some light on what’s going on right now.  On the one hand, this mellow thing is pretty fucking cool.  On the other hand, I really need to get my ass in gear.  And the dreams…  I can’t even begin to explain how fucking weird they are and how tired they make me sometimes.  It’s like I’m living a whole other life when I sleep.