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bipolar disorder, building a life worth living, creating myself, divorce, life, mental health, mental illness, moods, motivation, projects, random shit that falls out of my brain, sleep, taking my life back, you need 5 pillows
That’s the best shot I could find of the north end of the room as it looked while Josh was here. It was cluttered, which you can’t too much see, and it was kind of one dimensional. I have since turned that into…
this. And this is much more me. It’s very organized and more streamlined. There are flowers everywhere but they don’t make it feel too busy. The colors are a little softer and it’s all very warm and cozy. I love being in this space now. And Evie Cat seems to love it, too.
Things are still going really well. I’ve lost another 1.5lbs since Friday and that really excites me. I slept good again, about the same as the night before, so I think that’s really good. And Mom and I are getting some things done we had wanted to. Maybe not the vacation I had thought I would have but it’s certainly not turning out bad at all.
Mental in the Midwest 
I’m glad to see things are turning around for you. I get the impression that Josh was holding you back from doing a lot of things that *you* wanted to do, and you seem more motivated in yourself too! Well done, you! 🙂 x
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Thanks! 🙂
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As long as you are not feeling overwhelmed and have down time, then it works for “vacation” this time around.
My answer is four…because when the asthma acts up, I have to sleep on a huge incline 🙂
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Five is the magic number right now though more might be coming. 🙂 This definitely isn’t relaxing in the typical sense but I’m definitely having a nice time.
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How many pillows? For me it’s three, I need that incline to breathe. Your room looks great! So comfy and welcoming. No wonder Evie cat loves it. 🙂
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Five! Yay! 🙂
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Never too many pillows, unless you’re my dog who hates them and violently removes all pillows from the sofa before she lies down.
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I agree. There’s 5 on there now, but I’m on the lookout for at least one more.
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As many as you want. That’s the right answer isn’t it? Wow, what a difference. It looks like the room came to life. It had a droll look before. Depressing. Good going on the redo. Vacations are for doing things that make you feel better. I think this qualifies.
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It totally qualifies. 🙂
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MM that room looks gorgeous, what a transformation, it looks like a totally different space.
I’m glad things are going good, long may it continue…….and hopefully next year…..coffee 🙂
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Thanks sweetie! ❤
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