totally behind

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goals, life, limits, mental health, mental illness, money, moods, motivation, sick, stress, work

Ugh, yesterday was not at all what I needed. I had stomach issues in the morning, Josh finally said something about me treating him with “barely disguised disgust” all week, a brief bit of time in my office to actually do work, then we all went to lunch, started a “team bonding session” which consisted of playing Cards Against Humanity, got sick AGAIN, went home at 2:30, changed clothes, talked to Josh briefly since he had also gotten off work early, both went for hair cuts, came home and cooked dinner, made the menu for next week, made the grocery list, defrosted the big freezer, ran 2 loads of laundry, and then passed out.

So I didn’t really get time to do any of the creative or fun stuff I was hoping to. Actually, I haven’t had a lot of time for that lately at all. It seems like there’s always something more important that needs to get done. That totally sucks, but this weekend will be more of the same.

I need to finish the chores, run the errands, pay my bills, put the freezer back together, go to my office and defrost the freezer there, and who knows what else. I do have a pretty decent coupon for the craft store I like, and I would really like to head out there and stock up a little on yarn. We’ll see.

I haven’t been keeping track of the “one good thing” each day this week, so I’m not sure if I’ll be able to pull that off. I’m still going to try to get my CCC entry done. I really just kind of think that most of my goals for the week have fallen completely to the wayside because of all the bullshit going on in my life. And that really sucks.